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R Scott Okamoto

Writer Musician 4th Gen JA ExVangelical


Scott's memoir about ditching christian faith while rising in the ranks of the English Department at an unnamed evangelical "university." As he continued nurturing the education and faith of his students, he realized he was witnessing the growth of the a Alt Right, MAGA nation, and QAnon. Through the process, he immersed himself in an Asian American arts and activist community and replaced faith with his people. The book will be published by Lake Drive Books on April 18, 2023. Learn more here at Lake Drive Books.

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Praise for Asian American Apostate:

“Asian American Apostate is a stunning contribution to the topic of deconstruction and leaving high-demand religion that for too long has been almost exclusively occupied by White voices.”

Bradley Onishi, host of Straight White American Jesus and author of Preparing for War: The Extremist History of White Christian Nationalism–and What Comes Next

“With irreverent humor and biting criticism, Scott takes us deep into the world of evangelical academics. His sharp writing style plies us with laughter as he takes direct aim at the entrenched prejudices of these closed spaces. Thank <insert deity of preference> I’ve crossed paths with this man and his writing!”

Keiko Agena, actress from Gilmore Girls and Prodigal Son

“Scott Okamoto’s Asian American Apostate is an incredibly timely and insightful look into American evangelical educational practices through the lens of a fourth-generation Japanese American teacher at a conservative Christian school. For those who are part of this world, he provides a critique of its comfort with racism, its dogmatic thinking and intolerance, and for those outside, he provides a revealing look at how young evangelicals are educated and why so many find true racial equality and free inquiry abhorrent to their conception of America. Okamoto accomplishes all this with great intelligence, wit, and self-insight, and his writing is as entertaining as it is enlightening.”

 David Mura, author of The Stories Whiteness Tells Itself: Racial Myths and Our American Narratives

“As an exvangelical, I am deeply appreciative of Asian American Apostate‘s take-no-prisoners approach to exposing the toxic nature of American evangelicalism. The American public needs these exposes, but Scott Okamoto’s book also offers more. The wit, intimacy, and candor of Okamoto’s prose make you feel like you’re reading delicious disclosures from an old friend, and his journey of self-discovery provides readers with much needed inspiration, hope, and empowerment.”

Chrissy Stroop, Senior Correspondent, Religion Dispatches and co-editor of Empty the Pews: Stories of Leaving the Church

From the Foreword: “Asian American Apostate is an invitation for society at large to grapple with the assertions on citizenry as dictated by systems and structures of power. This book is lovingly brazen on behalf of those escaping the institution as much as it is a book for the rest of us on the outside looking in. Thank you, R. Scott Okamoto, for being the professor we all desperately need and desire.”

traci kato-kiriyama, author of Navigating With(out) Instruments

“R. Scott Okamoto lost his evangelical faith, but he found his voice. Incisive, wry, and compassionate, Asian American Apostate speaks to the unspoken racial and social tensions that exist under the surface on White evangelical Christian campuses—not just for students, but for faculty and staff as well. A must read.”

Blake Chastain, host of the Exvangelical podcast

“A deeply resonant chronicle of cultural shifts and personal awakenings, of losing faith and finding your place in the world—brave, brilliant, breathtaking.”

Sarah Kuhn, author of the Heroine Complex series

“Scott Okamoto’s harrowing and darkly funny account of the Christian evangelical sausage machine is an indictment of turning faith into political power rather than spiritual transformation. Okamoto’s voice is necessary for times like these.”

Naomi Hirahara, former editor with The Rafu Shimpo newspaper and Mary Higgins Clark Award-winning mystery author of Clark and Division

“Scott Okamoto’s book is a triumph for those of us who fought for an education at a religious university. In its affirmation of our experiences of racism, homophobia, and misogyny at these religious universities, Okamoto weaves a narrative that is not only important for personal healing, but great institutional change.”

Josephine Jael Jimenez, host of the Speaking in Church podcast

“Scott’s vulnerable and laugh-out-loud stories give us an insider’s peek at the ironies and absurdities of American evangelical culture. Asian American Apostate is a must-read for anyone who cares about the important intersection of race and faith, and those who yearn to understand how our extreme culture wars have come to pass.”

Jenny Yang, comedian and actor in The Brothers Sun

“Scott gifts us not only with his story, but also with the experience of an Asian American man in the US. With perspicuous vulnerability, and considerate humor he shares with us an account we all need to uncomfortably sit with. Asian American Apostate is a needed mirror pointed at very harmful realities lived by racialized people all over classrooms and pews.”

Jo Luehmann, host of The Living Room and author of Predatory God (2024)

“In this easy-to-follow narrative, Scott outlines this journey, navigating his faith under the oppressive of weight of White supremacy and his discovery of Asian American identity through the poetry to help him find himself again. As a Muslim American woman, I could relate to how a select few extremists in faith can manipulate people away from the critical thinking that all faith deserves. ”

Tanzila Ahmed, political strategist, storyteller, and artist

“R. Scott Okamoto’s Asian American Apostate, in many ways, is a successor to great Japanese American authors like John Okada and David Mura. Okamoto’s memoir is funny, punchy, and touches on a topic that Asian America typically does not cover—our relationship to evangelical Christianity. However, Okamoto’s book is more than just a memoir about race, religion, and higher education, it is a story of ultimately staying true to one’s convictions.”

Naomi Ko, filmmaker, writer, actor

“Scott Okamoto offers an unblinking look into some of the seamier aspects of evangelical higher education with special attention to the implicit and overt forms of bias; and his account explains why so many younger people are rejecting the so-called faith of their parents.”

Craig A. Boyd, PhD, Professor of Philosophy and Humanities, St. Louis University


January 11, 2022

The long-awaited debut of Chapel Probation is up! Hear Scott talk to APU alums, ex-faculty, and staff about their deconstruction experiences while at the school. We go deep into the racism, sexism, anti-LGBTQ views, and far-right politics that fueled our exits from evangelical faith with some even becoming agnostics and atheists. The stories are tragic, funny, and sometimes touching. Click the links below for the latest episodes.

The Chapel Probation Podcast

Season 3 coming in April, 2023

Hear Scott talk to survivors of evangelical colleges and universities, ex-faculty, and staff about their deconstruction experiences while at the school. We go deep into the racism, sexism, anti-LGBTQ views, and far-right politics that fueled our exits from evangelical faith with some even becoming agnostics and atheists. The stories are tragic, funny, and sometimes touching. Click the links below for the latest episodes.

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